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Thursday, January 23, 2014

Turning point

As you are yesterday that you regret today. I don't want it to be like that. I don't want to regret about yesterday & before that.
Since I know him. I start regreting every single day after today. Why?
Because he make me remember everything. Every little dirty things that I do. Every sins that I shouldn't do. Every single things that I don't do as Muslim.
.... it's a shame ....
Knowing someone so pure and knowing you aren't. My tears keep flowing. My heart keep regreting. Me. I just couldn't stop hitting myself and blame myself for all the sins. Each and every time I meet Him I felt insecure. I felt so dirty. I felt so sinfull.
How and how could I fix this? I cry and ask Him.
Every single day I ask if 'how?'
N till now I ask 'how?'
N even I still don't see the answer,
I'm still gonna ask Him everyday till the day I see it.
Cause in the end I know it is my turning point
And I gonna struggle to keep it turning to Him.
Oh Allah. Thank you for letting me know one of your creation and letting him teach me how to live for you.
Alhamdulillah. :')